ahh watev

ok here it is... idk what to think anymore. kenz doesnt talk to me anymore and if she stays the night she goes to sleep like 30 mins later. and she wakes up early and leaves. it makes me think shes just using me to get away from her mother. and then it makes me feel so alone. because shes basicly my only friend. alex doesnt talk to me anymore and all my old friends forgot me. and the people at school who talk to me ( like 5 people) would never talk to me out side of school. so it is true i have no friends out side. i feel like this is punishment. im being punished for something and i cant fix it. i spend everyday with my family, and there not always home. they have jobs or friends. and i have my dog and cat. is it posible to be so alone and still go on? dont worry i would never hurt me i love me lol. i just i think im pretty pathetic. to have animals as friends.
i tend to tell people anything even if its a secret

a list of mangas i love (not all of them tho i dont remembe all the names so heres just a few)

THESE ARNT ALL OF THEM THESE R JUST THE ONES I CAN REMEMBER RIGHT KNOW LOL 7 seed, Absolute Boyfriend, Beauty is the Beast, Cardcaptor Sakura, Case Closed, Chibi Vampire, Eureka Seven, FLCL, Fruits Basket, Full Metal Alchemist, Inuyasha, La Corda Doro, Mars, Nana, Naruto, Othello, Rave, Sailor Moon, Skip beat, Vampire Knight, Yu Yu Hakusho, Goong, alice 19th, meisou kuiki(ch 8) (p24) WELL THOSE R JUST SOME IF I REMEMBER ANY MORE MANGA ILLL REDO THIS HAHAHAHAHA

am i weird

ok i didnt want that kiss... not at all an im so glad it never happend. the momment that i knew what he was trying to do all i can think was eww like as if i was 7 years old im 17 turing 18 this year and i think a guy trying to kiss me is disgusting ahhhh whats wrong with me omg..... help

OMG WAT DO I DO

ok here it is...my bestest friend ever got me my first bf..i dont like him..i like her bf..but he has sex with her.. and i dont want that...me and him have mr in common then she and him..am i horrible...and idk wat to do abt my bf.. he even tryd to kiss me..ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. i know im like 17 but omg eww. and he has personality disorder he has like 5 diff personalitys wish bugs the shit outa me what the hell do i do????? some one anyone help