its snowing :)

i love snow its like the best thing its white, cold, and it makes everything better. winter was my most fav season its fall now but winter is still up there i hate summer and spring so its all good. right now its 7:35 am i looked out the window and saw snow falling its so beautiful so of course i ran out side no shoes, no jaket, and lifted my hands to the sky. oh how i missed my snow. :) i just hope it doesnt snow on halloween plz god dont let it.


well iv been up to nada. i was ganna go down to my grandmas last 2 weekends ago. my brother and father went on a deer hunt so yea. but mom got really sick so we stayd home and did nada but thats ok. i went and saw the vampires assistant its like a great movie. i went with jess, rondo, and trever yea i forgave him. makenzie and i havent really talked at all.... but i guess its ok ill have to giver her up someday right. i always loose each friend in some kind of way its a fact actuly that i cant keep a friend. i have old friends but i mean friends who want to hang out with me. i guess im a loser but w/e i dont really need friends ill be ok on my own. we all are born alone were ganna die alone. i dont want to die at all id do anything if there really is a vampire out there id really do anything for you if i could live forever.. i would give everything up itl be painfull but i would simply do anything :)

im being the devils daughter for halloween kool huh. my niece is being two diff characters shes too cute but evil lol. wish us luck and have no snow on halloween

love katie

October

well im glade its october, my most fav month of the year :). Halloween is coming up and i already know what im dressing up as see i have this long dress-jacket sort of thing ands its got a gothic feel to it so yea and with a black undershirt with black pants im making my hair black no it will wash out lol and im doing my make up :) im ganna be dark katie so everyone can see what i truely love. went to the jordan landing car show it was cold and i loved it. was ganna go to one on sunday but there was no room for me and i felt bad bc mom hadnt rode in her own car so i said no to her driving me in the suv... skool is getting hard idk why but i feel like everythings falling apart idk if i can keep up with it and im going insane.... i keep expecting spencer to come over idk y but i realy just want to see him but thats a problem bc i dont want to see him either. i still like him but its not the same, now i know that love isnt reall and that it wont happen with me so its ok. iv been reading alot of manga and playing on facebook alot. my old ways have slipped back into place i wonder if my cycle is going to repeat lets hope not. i must stop what im doing but the words come out and my niplative self is controling more lives >:(.. dont ask what i mean its a secret one that could destroy everything lol joking but it is a secret just not a bad one. i have this habbit thats not normal to other ppl i use alot of ppl. to get what i want and i know thats horrible i just feel better afterwords. but i must stop my ways and make better habbits :) like day dreaming of the ppl next door disapearing or moving a way or something i really hate them. i may sound crazy but its not like ill actuly do anything i just really hate them and wish bad bad things for my enemys ever since elementry. im reeally evil its sad lol.

well this is all for now

LOve katie