well i did what i didn't want to do most! I went to the clinic and got checked by a doctor. I told about the bump and my period problem. Turns out my aunt had the same problem with her period, so i guess thats okay. But not sure about the bump, the side pains are gone. The doc had put me on some really good medz. I was told there the best pain killers and people go crazy just to get them. o.0 weird huh. I am so excited about graduating nervous though i have to raise my grades asap. Sarah and my other friends are going to lagoon for w/e reason. I felt so left out, like in the past that i almost cry'd how bad is that. So i made my self walk away, i didnt want to cry again in there. Oh yea last week i went to doctors ( stated this already) but the reason i said lets go was because i started to cry like a baby in the hallway after my art class. My side had been hurting for the full two hours o.0 yes i know thats long. And so i just burst into tears when the teacher made me come back and collect the paper towels of the table. I even was hyperventilating which isnt good. And Terry J asked what was wrong. So yea nothing good nothing to bad to tell. ^__^ me is reading Usagi Drop its a great manga, and is re-reading skip beat itl be my 5 time re-reading it i simply love it.

well gtg

Love Katie

im not giving up im accepting my fate

im starting to lose face
im starting to not feel okay
wondering what im losing today
what ill lose tommarow
it hurts knowing i dont have long
its not okay to see what i cant have
to never know what itl feel like
i dont want to hurt you i dont want to leave you either
but time is running out
im ganna be gone

life conflicts

today iv been in so much pain i felt as if i was going to pass out or scream. o.0 yup my stumic is having cramps but thats not as bad as my side. oh god it hurt so much i wanted to scream and scream. well i found out my friend jj is into girls. thats fine shes a great friend. im gland kiki jj and i are friends. were going camping i cant sleep im ganna bring the pain killer medz. watched vampire diaries it was awesome so good soo good. got my jostins stuff yup im graduating so excited so nervous dont know if i can do this uggg. lol


love katie

o.0 wow

"Kiki Marie What people don't realize is that the person that hides away the one that keeps behind a mask of a fake smile or an I'm ok those are the people that need someone there for them the most those are the people that need a friend just to say hi or a hug because those that don't feel they have something to live for will be lost and there is no greater tragedy then when an innocent soul withers."

my friend kiki posted this on her facebook. And i can tell you this is how i feel. But im not looking for that stuff anymore