post breakup ? or wait?

I was talking to Kyle, and allot of the time he makes it sound like hes not interested in me anymore. A year ago he would be telling me how pretty i was or how glad he was that i was around. That he liked me and all the stuff he wanted to do with me. But the day i met him he changed. I feel that allot of the time hes only keeping me around just cuz. Is that bad to say? My heart is breaking almost daily waiting for him to pay attention to me. And when he does he has hardly anything to say. He use to give me butterfly's like no other guy has. But now im lucky to even smile because of him. I know how hard it is on him, but he cant see how hard it is on me. Im turning 21 i thought i would of had a bf right now. Having fun with my youth but no. Hes to busy working. supporting his family being by himself. Thats one of his answers "I just want to be left alone" And he sends these signals like go find some other guy. I dont know what to do. And yes i have talked to him about it like a million times. He says every time he will try harder but every time he gets worse so iv stopped even saying anything. Kyle is really hurting me these days and i dont know what to do. For the most part iv known him 2 years now. He was someone id go to for anything cuz i trusted him. But he never comes to me. Its either bottle it up or go to tay. His girl best friend. I dont think guys should have girls as best friends. But thats just mean to say right grrr. I will give kyle till the end of Dec to buck up. If not than I think i have to walk away. 2 years knowing him 1 year waiting for him to ask me out. Iv waited such a long time. I cant wait any longer. He hardly talks to me. When i had a phone he would never call me. He never wants to see me. I think that its over before it even started

Where Are All the Good Guys At???

Im sitting here watching a drama called personal taste and i keep wondering why arnt guys like this guy?? Where did the good guys go?? Why do guys suck so much lately?? And i came to this conclusion there all idiots. I mean come on wheres the romance of it all. Wheres my damn flowers, and chocolates well ok sugar-free chocolates. Wheres the dinner and a movie. Wheres the watching the stars or going to the drive in. The walks in the park while holding hands. Guys these days are just lazy. I want the type of guy who would do all that and more for me. I mean i want the kind of guy who would stop doing whatever hes doing and go to walmart to buy me pads. Who would drive all the way to his parents house to get pain meds for when im in pain. Wheres that guy at?? Are there any good guys left in this world or are we stuck with idiots. Wheres the guy opening the car door for you. Or walking you to your door after a date and just giving you a kiss goodbye. Not expecting any more or any less. To say it frankly im disappointed in men theses days there all pigs.