my dream

I had a dream that it was the first day of high school all over again. And i couldnt find any pants o i had to wear a long skirt which had pockets on the right with a belt. And so im running around and aubry was trying to get me to go out side so we wont be late i told her to go on and id meet her at bus stop. so when i get there the bus arives and we get on and the seats are sideway and some are ones up againts the wall so i sit on an empty seat thats up against awall and a guy and a girl sit next to me and basicaly lean over the front of me and start whatever. And other ppl on the bus are like hey that girl is most likely freaking out let her breath lol. oh and the bus driver was one iv had before so he said sorry to me. And then when we get to the school how to get off the bus was a half door and you sat down and slid out onto the ground X). the school was huge and all the classes are in weird places and there made of wood and glass windows. in class we all ask to go to the restroom and so he hands out this restroom time clock. i asked if its ok if i went too. and he said something about him having one too the papers. so were all walking around with a map of the school but it doesnt have names on anything so were just randomly looking through places and i go up to a tall dark skinned guy and im like hey wheres the bathrooms and he leds me on my way but is trying to feel me up the whole time and when i get to the bathroom i had to wait a sec to get in. But that when i go in i noticed that the door is glass you cant see in but you can see out. and then i hear on the other side that two ppl are getting it on lol. so i sit on the toilet which is facing the wall oppisite the door so right next to the door and its a mirror and you can see all the kids walking by so i pull my skirt up far enought that you dont see anything and was just about to take a picture of myself and them. when i woke up X). moral of this story i really had to pee in real life. second maybe i should go back to school. and third need to control cam.

6/25/13

In the morning i went to kenzies house to hang out with her her. I was supposed to spend the day with camaron but i had gotten nervous and didnt want to go alone. So i had kenzie come with me. He picked kenzie and i up from her house and took us to my fav coffee shop where he bought us all coffee. AWW so sweet of him huh. Then he took us to cafe rio and bought us food. My boyfriend is so sweet isnt he :). Then we had to go buy shots for kenzies puppies. But first we had to go to her house to pick up the card then to cattle ranch then back to her house then to a gas station then to brents house to pick him up for her. then we all drove around and went to the coffee place again and watched the sunset :). then we ended up at cams apt bur didnt go inside. we kissed in his car then layed down on the grass. He invited me to go to mexico in december o.o. wow umm fast? lol. then he drove us home and i slept over at kenzies. o.o i dreamnt about zombies lol that was my date. but he gave me a gift and ill treasure it for as long as im with him. Idk i could be with him forever or a while. i really dont know the future or what could happen. who knows i could marry him one day. but i dont know that.

6/15/13

I had saturday off and i was supposed to go to laggon with my sister and my niece. So i wake up at 8 am and take a bath shave and get ready for the day. As i go up stairs i notice that my sisters car is gone. Wondering where she went i called her a million times just to find out she went 2 hours away to look at a truck. Which by the way they didnt buy. So then i left with kenzie and we returned my bra to the store. went to the mall to find her a new bra and they didnt have it so we went to another mall and they did have it. So then we went threw a couple stores like spencers and hottopic. then after that we go to my work and buy this purse that iv been wanting but i got munthers advice then ignored his advice lol and bought it anyway. We then went to fye and bought movies and cds. Right after a guy calls kenzs and asks if she would like to hang. She says yes so i call Camaron and ask him to meet us at panda by my house. The best part is the two guys showed up at the same time XD. Then i sugest we go to a park so kenz says follow me. And she drives all the way to this small town thats past her house like out past the dump. and she takes us to this amazing park thats really pretty. Where Camaron asks me to be his gf and i said yes. So then after all our chatting which cam kept tickling me and poking me we all left and went to the drive in. It was funny bc i rode with Cam and we get there and wait for kenzie before we go in and so we diside just to go in and we get up there and we both dont have cash only cards so we had to go to a gas station to get cash. lol.. we went to see the purge but we really didnt watch it XD. After the movie and a little bit into the next one we all leave and i go to cams apartment. for a bit he has 2 new cats there really sweet. WEll thats how he asked me to be his gf. lol that was the point of this blog post XD love love love katie

a date, a sisters wrath, just wanted some fun

I started talking to this guy named camaron, and then i met him on Monday June 10 at west Jordan park with kenzie. It was a pretty night and i was nervous. We learned that he was a unicorn. You shall not know what it is because i shall not say. Then i had a date with him at his apartment. We watched two anime movies talked ate pizza which iv never had that kind before. With onions on the inside lol. among other things. Point one he loves to keep his place freezing cold lol. Point two i want to trade him beds. He didnt have a couch which is fine i don't care. His bed was soooo soft i could sit in it all day lol. Hes a really sweet guy. And i hope to see him more often. My sister ended up freaking out because she didnt know where i was. I told them i was going to kenzies. I wonder how she found out i wasn't with kenzie because she ended up calling and freaking out on me. I wouldn't answer her calls so in the end i ended up telling her i was out on a date. She freaked out and basically said i didn't trust her. Well hello i don't she would of made fun of me and make me tell her every little detail i don't want to tell her every little detail. Im not like my brother and sister, i didnt just go out and hang out with people or go on dates. I stayed home every day of my life. I stayed in my little box and didnt come out. At some point id start to feel that my life had no color. That every day was bleak. So why cant i get a life like everyone else? Why is that so bad that i want to go out and have fun?? idk huh. My family act like its a sin for me to do anything with anyone. All i want to do is get out meet ppl have fun. And they were holding me back with responsibility's that i didnt want. I want to feel like other ppl. With not allot of love Katie

just working

well since i got this job iv been working a whole lot. Not in the sense of someone else but in my way lol. Im use to being home alone. now i have somewhere to be and something to do. its annoying but it gets me money. I also bought a season pass for lagoon and here soon one for a water park. gotta keep busy. also theres this guy i might meet idk if it will go anywhere but a chance is a chance right. love katie