am i weird

ok i didnt want that kiss... not at all an im so glad it never happend. the momment that i knew what he was trying to do all i can think was eww like as if i was 7 years old im 17 turing 18 this year and i think a guy trying to kiss me is disgusting ahhhh whats wrong with me omg..... help

OMG WAT DO I DO

ok here it is...my bestest friend ever got me my first bf..i dont like him..i like her bf..but he has sex with her.. and i dont want that...me and him have mr in common then she and him..am i horrible...and idk wat to do abt my bf.. he even tryd to kiss me..ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. i know im like 17 but omg eww. and he has personality disorder he has like 5 diff personalitys wish bugs the shit outa me what the hell do i do????? some one anyone help

ahh omg nooo

im sooo sad!! my best friend went and started cutting herself again. iv been trying to keep her from doing that but now for some stupid reason she goes and cuts. what and idiot grrr. um i have a crush ahh i hope no one reads this lol.... its on this guy in one of my classes but there is nooo way he would even like me lol. hes so idk hot but then idk its grrr ok well g2g

OMG

its been forever im so sorry. i have been up to nothing really. oh wait you know me better then that lets see hmmm. i have new classes and teachers. i have read prob 15 books since the last time iv been on here ( im a great reader and fast at it to ). no more art class yay. but courtney grad sad. i know isnt it sad im all alone now. oh wait im not lol. alex the girl in my classes shes alright :). oh and theres this kid who i sit with in health class hes ok ( aww come on i know blushing) but like always no guy would ever look my way lol. i dont care ( maybe ). anyway im happy right now, so dont burst my bubble. I MAY SPEELL ANYWAY I WANT I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK. ILL CAPITALIZZ WHENEVER I FEEL LIKE IT AND ILL PUT A FRICKN DOT ANY PLACE I WANT. YOU DONT LIKE IT GO FUCK UR SELF. ah huh hehehehe. anywayz like i said im happy and well yup. biology is an ok class it just makes me nervouse being in there its scaarrry hahaha. umm my gramps is rebuilding me a volkswagon omg yay. my parents are looking for a car for me. and hopefully ill get me drivers liscence. oh but i have to learn everything first ( im 17 i know lamn huh). not my fault my past post have been watever post i may do these everyday or when i feel like im alone enough n da house that i can write now wat im feeling so if anybody actuly reads this. YAY FOR YOU THANK YOU FOR ACTULY READING WAT I HAVE TO SAY!!!!!!
well thats all i have to say for now ttyl

one day

Wendsday is going to be a bad day. Itll be my birthday how bad is that. nothing realy going on. just christmas and my birthday. so if anyones reading this merry christmas and happy new year

the weekend and then some

8 days till the 17th. the 17th is my birthday how creepy. ill be 17 on the 17th. so whatever its just another day. my weekend felt like last year. where i stayed home and babysat my neice all day long. makenzie didnt bother coming over i guess i was mad at her before. shes been acting like a slut alot lately. and its bugging me more then i can say. i wish i could smack some sence into her. get her to see what shes doing to all these guys. the weird thing is i dont know how any of them can stand her for so long. is that bad to say or what. but she already knows what i think of her lol. we dont keep secrets its weird. well david isnt going to stay at the school any more. he already has his thing dont remember what its called though. i dont know if im mad at him or not. 0.o my phone charger broke in two. it was sad so i got mad at my phone and was banging it on the sink. so know the phone is more broken then before. it doesnt work and it cant charge. so now i have no phone. i have to wait till my sister gets money.
well nothing more to say bye bye

just another day

well nothing new. just bored like always. i wanted to hang out with david. but he was busy like always. thanks giving was ok. kenzie came over like right after dinner was done. and we left to take my sister some food. she was starving it was funny. so then kenzie wanted to hang out with spencer (spenc snot) lol. i think hes weird. and she was cheating with him. she has a bf umm steven and well yea. so she admitted that shes a slut. i said yup. i cant wait for the 17th to be here ill be 17 on the 17th lol. then after the 18 itl be christmas break yay. we might go down to california. i dont know why though. i guess my parents hate the cold. why cant they just go down to mexico hello theres like alot of family houses down there duh. my parents went down to cleveland to see my grandparents. my older sister and her umm lets say boyfriend stay with me. that wasnt fun. but we did force omar to go see twilight. lets see iv seen twilight 7 times now. its not sad that iv seen it so meny times its great. i read that the guy playing edward had a hard time kissing the girl who played bella because he sucks at kissing and hasnt done it in forever lol. actuly he admited it on live tv. i know i have a problem i just love twilight. i hope they dont change the characters. more money spent on the movie would be better and hopefully the second one wont suck.
well nothing more to say bye though.