R~A~W~R

well ok im bored yup thats the truth. so iv been thinking alot about writing a book. but the problem is how do i do it. lol yes i know you think im stupid. but hey you pick up a pencil and try writing a story. its not that easy, and its time consuming. but iv been thinking about this one story that i wanted to write. but it seems so similar to others in a way. but yet i want it to be something different. something no one has read before. hm i shall take alot of time and think this threw. iv probely read over 1000 books in my life time. so i shall read more and get the feel of the writing. if it happens id be glad to put up a preveiw. ( it shouldnt be bad since no one reads my blog lol) any who this is katie and im leaving hahahah ttyl for now

ahh watev

ok here it is... idk what to think anymore. kenz doesnt talk to me anymore and if she stays the night she goes to sleep like 30 mins later. and she wakes up early and leaves. it makes me think shes just using me to get away from her mother. and then it makes me feel so alone. because shes basicly my only friend. alex doesnt talk to me anymore and all my old friends forgot me. and the people at school who talk to me ( like 5 people) would never talk to me out side of school. so it is true i have no friends out side. i feel like this is punishment. im being punished for something and i cant fix it. i spend everyday with my family, and there not always home. they have jobs or friends. and i have my dog and cat. is it posible to be so alone and still go on? dont worry i would never hurt me i love me lol. i just i think im pretty pathetic. to have animals as friends.
i tend to tell people anything even if its a secret

a list of mangas i love (not all of them tho i dont remembe all the names so heres just a few)

THESE ARNT ALL OF THEM THESE R JUST THE ONES I CAN REMEMBER RIGHT KNOW LOL 7 seed, Absolute Boyfriend, Beauty is the Beast, Cardcaptor Sakura, Case Closed, Chibi Vampire, Eureka Seven, FLCL, Fruits Basket, Full Metal Alchemist, Inuyasha, La Corda Doro, Mars, Nana, Naruto, Othello, Rave, Sailor Moon, Skip beat, Vampire Knight, Yu Yu Hakusho, Goong, alice 19th, meisou kuiki(ch 8) (p24) WELL THOSE R JUST SOME IF I REMEMBER ANY MORE MANGA ILLL REDO THIS HAHAHAHAHA

am i weird

ok i didnt want that kiss... not at all an im so glad it never happend. the momment that i knew what he was trying to do all i can think was eww like as if i was 7 years old im 17 turing 18 this year and i think a guy trying to kiss me is disgusting ahhhh whats wrong with me omg..... help

OMG WAT DO I DO

ok here it is...my bestest friend ever got me my first bf..i dont like him..i like her bf..but he has sex with her.. and i dont want that...me and him have mr in common then she and him..am i horrible...and idk wat to do abt my bf.. he even tryd to kiss me..ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. i know im like 17 but omg eww. and he has personality disorder he has like 5 diff personalitys wish bugs the shit outa me what the hell do i do????? some one anyone help

ahh omg nooo

im sooo sad!! my best friend went and started cutting herself again. iv been trying to keep her from doing that but now for some stupid reason she goes and cuts. what and idiot grrr. um i have a crush ahh i hope no one reads this lol.... its on this guy in one of my classes but there is nooo way he would even like me lol. hes so idk hot but then idk its grrr ok well g2g

OMG

its been forever im so sorry. i have been up to nothing really. oh wait you know me better then that lets see hmmm. i have new classes and teachers. i have read prob 15 books since the last time iv been on here ( im a great reader and fast at it to ). no more art class yay. but courtney grad sad. i know isnt it sad im all alone now. oh wait im not lol. alex the girl in my classes shes alright :). oh and theres this kid who i sit with in health class hes ok ( aww come on i know blushing) but like always no guy would ever look my way lol. i dont care ( maybe ). anyway im happy right now, so dont burst my bubble. I MAY SPEELL ANYWAY I WANT I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK. ILL CAPITALIZZ WHENEVER I FEEL LIKE IT AND ILL PUT A FRICKN DOT ANY PLACE I WANT. YOU DONT LIKE IT GO FUCK UR SELF. ah huh hehehehe. anywayz like i said im happy and well yup. biology is an ok class it just makes me nervouse being in there its scaarrry hahaha. umm my gramps is rebuilding me a volkswagon omg yay. my parents are looking for a car for me. and hopefully ill get me drivers liscence. oh but i have to learn everything first ( im 17 i know lamn huh). not my fault my past post have been watever post i may do these everyday or when i feel like im alone enough n da house that i can write now wat im feeling so if anybody actuly reads this. YAY FOR YOU THANK YOU FOR ACTULY READING WAT I HAVE TO SAY!!!!!!
well thats all i have to say for now ttyl