drama, blood, and love

Our dog batman accidentally got stepped on. its been two days and idk what to do. I mean hes hurt i wish there was dog insurance If i had the money id soooo get him operated on. I just hope he lives even if hes a little slow and walks funny. If he dies ill be really sad. but im glad he ate 4 1/2 chicken balls he wont eat anything but chicken and getting him to drink water ug so we but an eye dropper we got some in him. he loves being around us and gets stressed out i can see it. but from all the loving hes getting i bet hes enjoying it even if his head is killing him. Well kyle and i still arnt dating but hopefully soon. But he did say that he would wear a wedding ring if he got married. I also learned he had been engaged once. AT first i was jealous but i realized if they had gotten married i wouldnt have my kyle now. Im so thankful for that. is that bad??? sometimes its frustrating he works alot and is tired so he falls asleep. I miss him so much at times. But iv been reading some self help off google. And it says to express your self. they wanted you to express yourself in a way that doesnt hurt his feelings. WE cant not blame him for being busy. Just express our selves that we miss him and hope that soon we can see each other. It says dont hold things back in a relationship if were open and admit to how were feeling than we can become a stronger couple. my platelets were low which is good and lost 8 pounds. hope its the same tomorrow. I reallllly want to see kyle. I want our first kiss. love katie :P

Girls night out, troubles, thoughts, and goings ons

Had a great night with my sister jessica, and our friend tosha, and toshas friend whoever her name is lol. We went and ate at the movie theater and seen snow white and the huntsmen lets just say the huntsmen was worth seeing the movie for. He is one sexy man. lol. The movie had parts that reminded me of twilight breaking dawn and eclipse and also the hunger games and the lord of the rings. It made me laugh even tho they were serious sceens its j ust parts remind me of parts of the other movies. HMM was a twilight fan who made the movie??? Things with kyle are ok, not the best but not the worst. Yes im still getting jealous but i cant help it. He sees his friends more than me. which is about 99.9% of the time im the 1% of the time o.o. so yes i do get to be jealous. watching korean shows loving them. i know how to say yes and no in korean XP. silly me right maybe if i keep up with the shows ill learn the lang. well im glad i quite kfc worst job ever!!! worst food ever. gross ass chicken and the other employees gross. they would eat the food right after it was cooked oh yea take a cook some fries. uh hello no. i hardly ate there once a mash bowl but thats bc i passed out at work they wouldnt let me leave not even the second time i passed out. i was sick and they still kept me around the food. hmm health hazard. HA in there face when i quite which was like 2 weeks ago i think lol but i made over 500 dollars there :) thats all :P love katie

Work GRRRR

i simply dont like working at kfc. I mean ok its an okay job but it pays like nothing. And my feet are killing me they give me no break. NO BREAK that really pisses me off and theres this one girl she bugs me. i want to hit her but i know i cant. IM like sweet like that. MY cute boss got transferred which sucks. he was awesome :(. its almost kyles birthday idk what to do

My First Job

I am now an employee of KFC. Heck yes i cant wait to start working. Its near my moms work so after i get off i can just walk right over to her. And KFC seems really awesome i cant wait. Things with kyle havent been moving at all. Sigh. I had a bad headache today than my big toe hurt so badly. I also found a new tv show well its not new but its so funny its called practical jokers its very funny. :) <3 KT

:) :P

Well lately iv been liking kyle more but yes he makes me cry more. I hate that his bf's are some girls. And it pisses me off when they hang out but i cant say that. Because he once said he would never date a girl who would complain about his friends. So life is hard. He also got a job, im motivated to get one too. My mother knows the ppl who work at the kfc near her work. She got me an application and i have an interview friday at 3pm. Right after were going down to grams house :) we were suppose to go camping but that was disided against cuz rv isnt ready.
Easter was good jess bought me bubbles which for some reason i cant find (laura) and a stuffed purple and white cow its actuly pretty cute i picked it out.
Kenz pissed me off really badly yesterday. I asked her to ask kyle if he still likes me. He of course replyes telling her its none of her buisness if he still likes me. And just to ask katie. (me). Which pissed her off and she yelled at him saying she wont take me over to him ever again. Than she yelled at me bc i didnt defend her. I never thought of defending her. Shes a grown ass women who knows how to defend her self. She yelled at me saying that she doesnt think she can be my friend because i didnt defend her i told her i understood both sides he shouldnt of said that but she shouldnt of freaked outlike that. But whatever her problem.

mia nessi are at some point gonna have kittens idk when but sigh mia is sooo pregnant
today a bull dog came into the yard and she ran after him and they were squaring off a big fat pregnant cant vrs huge ass dog. She even tried to attack him he reed back and slobbered all over the place and was gonna attack her i grabed her and walked off put her in the house but she wouldnt stay it was annoying.

long day short days sigh

On wednesday the 7th i seen kyle again. We played monopoly my leg was hurting and kenz kept tickiling kyle tickeled my foot and hes really sweet. Im still way shy. Today i went to barnsandnobles and got a nook for free tickets for the hunger games on the 21 its a screening so we get to see it b4 alot of ppl cant wait to watch it :)

Friday March 2

Friday-March-2

I hung out with Kyle at his place. With kenzie, it was sort of weird because they have dated and the way they talked annoyed me. And when he looked at her annoyed me. But he says he likes me, he told kenz im cute, shy, and like-able. I hope that means Girlfriend materiel. :) He is so sweet and cute really tall too. He has a nice friend too shane i think? We mostly watched shane play his game and they tried tickling me the whole time. :) im glad i got to meet kyle iv been talking to him for more than a year. Crazy right. If we date which would be awesome i hope that ill get to know his family and friends and be comfortable at his house.

The only thing i didn't like was that kenz got all dressed up to go over there. And they talked way more than i did. And when i tried saying something they would talk over me. It felt like i lost my voice. And it really frustrated me That they did that. I just hope he doesn't have any lingering feelings for kenz. I tried saying he cant have too much to do with her. Like he asked who she was txting and i said its none of your business. But that's really mean of me right? I mean if he truly likes kenz and if she likes him...... :( i cant stop them from that. OOOO i want to cry now . Lets hope for the best in any situation that arises. Because if i truly had to just be his friend and watch him go out with someone else i wouldn't be able to do it.

iv had a fun few days tho with kenz. Sometimes she can be too much but she is my best friend. I cant complain way to much but i do. Im sorry about that.

:/ Katie