would you rather suffer or die of fright??

im terrified of dentist/doctors/shots/pills/medicine and thats just the beginning. My mouth has been killing me yes iv been trying to deny it but heck cant do it no more. IT HURTS SO MUCH ;.; tears uggg. i think ill have to get teeth pullled if im not asleep i think ill die of fright or kill the person trying to fix my owie o.0 is that horrid or what. i was told the last time i went to a dentist was i about punched him o.o that was when i was in 6th grade -_- and no i dont have good teeth i want to be put to sleep if he has to pull me teeth i will beg and then ill beg some more but i think ill have to have more then one tooth pulled o god im ganna cry

no love

katie

i rode the 4-wheeler X) i was so nervous but i concord my fear and hell yea it was fun! i even climbed up the hill like mountain o.0 it was amazing yup yup. had easter fun burt my finger, droped all our food o.0 made new food tho so im a clutz. came home got my sister and mom into a huge fight lets just say blood flew hair came out and jess left for a week. shes back living on your own isnt easy now is it! i already knew that teens these days im not sure whats up with them but there all dumb. skool is ok i guess im finding that i hate going there i hate being there hate it i loath it but i have 2 months to go then i graduate PPL SAY THEY MISS HIGH SCHOOL WTF DO THEY MISS?? i can understand missing the friends that you will lose but other then that what is there to miss really. i hate that terry the art teacher whenever i paint he makes me feel like an idiot and saidie is such and artist look at her go shes just like that painter on tv GAHHHHHHHHH WTF TERRY she paints ok sure better then me ya but you know what YOUR AN ASS WHOLE :) yup yup my face is killing me my jaw is too and i disided that i wont give up i just accept my fate im not going to give up till the end that might be sometime soon or not but lets hope for the not part :(


love katie

well iv been up to nothing lol. excited though were going to the desert for spring break. Its nothing as good as everyone else fun but whatever. i passed all my classes yay my lowest grade was a B lol im not sure i got on honor roll but almost lol. its like a 3.700 to get honor roll. i got it the first semester the second i was a 3.5 im not sure about this one i dont know how to tell. im getting more excited for eclipse and the up incoming twi-convention yay. o.0 been reading alot of manga thats ok its just grrr so tired. im kinda feeling depressed what do i do??

well not a whole lots so

ttyl
love katie

o.0

well i went to the new moon release party thing at walmart meet 3 of the stars :) it was great. Sarah and her mother were there, so we got to hang out. It was fun until i left with sarah to do twi-bingo. and when i came back my sister was gone. and they were letting us into the area where the Q-A thing was going on so i left all our things with these girls and sarah and left it to go get my sister. but we fought bc i blamed her im so awful. so they wouldnt let us in so we went to the back and i went up front to see if we could get our stuff back. the lady was so nice she told me to go get my sister and my neice and rondo and she would let us all in :). yay. kenz came over again it was fun we watched my sisters keeper i had little tears she cryd alot lol.
the moon has been looking sad again... i remember when my phone got turned off and i had no way of contacting anyone and i felt so lonely and i was at school. so i was waiting out side and it was dark an the moon was a full one so bright in the night sky. but the thing is it looked sad really really sad and i started crying! at school omg, anyway it was weird but that was a while ago lol.

well im reading koko ni iru yo! its a good manga i read it b4 im in ch 2 and im already crying if anyone reads this and likes manga go to that one you will understand how i felt in middle school. the exact same thing but i was never seen im still invisible its just less painful now

well gto
love katie

tish tosh

hmm lets see i didnt go hang out with kiki lol actly iv been walking on my treadmill yay me. i know i know i must do my bbc :) i want to lose weight need to do this. i so sad the las veges twi-con got cancelled how gay huh. :( so jess is getting her money back ( we hope ) skool is ok i skipped another class iv got to stop doing that (sigh) i hate science it is my worst subject ugg so is math. i painted the best pick iv painted so far it so pretty. im thinking of getting a cell phone yay me. makenzie came over without asking so we hung out went with her to wash her car we talked at least i got outa the house right?? its been snowing i love snow so much so cold so soft and pretty :). i think alex is a bitch im never speaking to her again. and i found out that ashley is a pot head wtf WTF LOL grrr. oh yea her name is ashley i figured it out. i find that i love shrimp taco mmm yes lol well im having fun and im going to start to work harder i need to do better lol

love katie

OMFG

well theres this trip thing that happens a couple times a year. to every country and guess where i want to go JAPAN OMFG i must goo!!!!!
might be able to hang with kiki. i skipped one class with saidea and went to sams club shes awesome

nada

well iv been doing nada, went to see that movie the crazies or something rather. bought the tickets for the las veges Convention saweet huh? im reading a manga called black bird its cute and im reading pride and prejudice and zombies lol its great i love the pride and prejudice movie so yea. kenz and i havent hung out sad huh. kiki wants to hang out maybe i should plan a fun day ya? well i cleaned my room its kinda funny what you find when you clean o.0.

love katie