working

Working is so hard, im not used to it. And they are working me over time from the hours that i said i could work. A girl who was hired with me was fired for not showing up. Now there taking it out on me and being mean. im not used to being on my feet for so many hours i can barely make 4 and next week they want me to do 8 hour shift o.o. Its not fair. I really hate working there now.

festival of colors 2013 SLC

went to the festival of colors SLC 2013 it was allot of fun cant wait for next year

I got a job

i GOT A JOB! And its really hard :( lol. We put returns back out onto the floor. we gather up cloths and find there spot and correct how they look. than straighten everything and people mess things up it really sucks. its hard because i have no idea what im doing.

some of the goings on of 2013

Well i have a second job interview today, im very nervous. Because in fact i was horrible in the last one and i know it. And the only reason im getting the second one is because Jessica is my sister. But eh a chance is a chance. If i get the job my plans are as follows. Go to wendover, pay half the room, buy kenzie a birthday basket of tiny lil alcohols. Than get a phone. Unless i really want one but that will be after a long time. I dont want to buy a phone then end up losing the job. That would just suck. So work for a while than get a phone. April 20th and 27th. I want to do things like the color festival and the japanese festival. So lets see if we can. Right now im sicker than a dog. My throat hurts my nose is runny. My ears hurt and sting sometimes. I have a horrible cough. I passed out day before yesterday after a hot hot bath. I knew i shouldn't of taken that hot hot bath but i was really cold cold cold. I want to have fun this year. So i might be getting a Lagoon pass. Crossing my fingers.

dreams

I had a dream about a bad boy and his friends. and so im just going to write about the parts i remember. riding on the bus and traxs with them. in a bedroom fighting with the ones friends we sorta kiss but it was open mouth. umm the cute one and i went to moms work but her work was more like a shop in japan lol. we walk out side its i think theres snow but im not cold. we might ride a bus and somehow end up going to his house which is the apartments in my neighborhood. And i was walking towards his home when these ppl like things jump him and end up killing him. im devistated bc we liked each other and they are vampires lol. these ppl show up and start attacking them. and one vampire girl attacks me but she cant capture me im too fast ever since i was with the cute guy. and she summons her mini hers which i was like ooo so cute and there ooo thank you and shes like aah hello attack duhh and i summon mine which is impossible bc im not a vampire lol oh and we fight. umm oh and the cute guy was a vampire he turned to a puf of dust i was sooo sad.

betrayal

betrayal is painful. When the one you love discides they dont love you back anymore. ANYMORE. in fact they betrayed you with another. While begging you to stay friends with them. Only making the pain worse. How can you be friends with someone you love? you cant. At some point the shit hits the fan. And when you say no to friendship they freak. And blame you for there mistakes. They make it seem like its ur fault when in fact they are the one to lose you. Love is painful. love is betrayal. Love is Love

library emberesment

As i stepped into the library i was ecstatic. I was there for one thing and one thing only. To print off free passes to see 21 and over. And as i got closer to the computers i could see that there almost all full. so i look for an empty one with a blue screen and i see it. So i hurry over there claiming its mine mentally. And as i sit down upon the chair. The chair as if on its own accord was ripped out from under neath me it goes flying i go falling. All in all i was so surprised that i sat there for a minute. Slightly confused. Did this really happen, did i once again fall off a chair. Did i break it by sitting on it?? than i was pissed i hurry and kneel and grab the chair standing it and my self up. Only one person asked if i was ok. I stammered that i was and turned around and re-sat on the chair. totally embarrassed but i couldn't leave i had a mission to do. So i sat there logging in and tracking down all the different emails with the free passes and i send them off to be printed. While i sat there listening to children laugh. When i was done i head over to the printer all relieved that i was finally going to get out of there. As i hit print nothing happened. My brother who was with me seen that the printer was out of ink and told the lady. She was snappy at first because she says they only change it if the ink is out. Well lady its out. As she comes over im hoping no eyes are on us, because i was still very embarrassed. I was only about a foot away from those people who seen me go down. And while standing there i thought this will only take a minute. Nope i had to stand there for at least 5-10 minutes waiting for the printer to configure it self. All in all what i learned from this is library's are not a safe place. o.o those chairs are evil. And i need to lose weight :(