dreams. sleep. omg

today at skool i was so tired. in my first class the teacher made us watch this money thing. and my friend showed me picks of her baby boi hes soo cute. i think bree is mad at me but what can i do. the second class we watched a really boreing movie but i got to talk to alex shes kool. in the third and final class of the day we drew dragons i did realy good. mine was realistic and everyone elses was catoonic kind lol. then lorrie came and got me and took me to moms work. i was emberessed bc i didnt have the keys so i waited for mom while walking around her store. :) her emplyies are all nice :). then we went home. but i was soo tired that i went almost straight to bed then i woke up like 4 times. until it was 3 am now its 5 am. :) iv been reading my book, and manga. i dreamnt about jessie from elementry. it was really weird. and i think i still have a crush on spencer. i want to kick him in the as though so what should i do. i dont want to talk to him anymore. and i want a job i want to work at the theatr. yup. lately i havent done my b.b.c alot. so tommarow im starting in the morning and i shall do it when i get up every morning then take shower :) thats great dont you think. i want to lose wheight b4 halloween. I want to be healthy and skinny b4 im 18. yes im turning 18 this year. scary huh sooo scary. and iv never had a b4 or been kissed. and i still dont want that. i dont want to depend on any one like that so thats my life i shall be alone yup. :)

ttyl