hmm lately

ok i went to the frays concert sat. and it was sooo hot that i thought i was ganna die. The day b4 that kenz slept at my house. and we got up at 9 am just to go to her house for no reason. and they made me wear a very short sleeve shirt! i hate my arms so it was hell. when her mom droped us off at the concert we were there early and it didnt star till after 7 and we got there around 5:30 grr and i think it was the hottest day of the year so far. Its a wonder i didnt get a sun burn weird huh. the first band was meese they were great, the secound was somthing like john mankin but its longer and i think the first name is diff. The frays singing started when it was really dark out and it was awesome. It was my first concert and for some reason i wasnt nervouse ususaly id be sick to my stumic weird huh. but it was fun almost. i bought the fray sun glasses.

the twilight convention is almost here im nervouse as hell. I guess i have to buy a dress but im sooo fat itl look nasty on me. and skool is almost here my plan of dieting till im skinny kinda died. its mostly my fault but when ppl say it looks like im lossing weight i lose the power to work more. I simply give up i guess im weird like that i want ppl to not notice.

jess already bought the new moon movie tickets that come with a party at the grad place and a twi goodie bag kool huh. and were ganna see it at midnight and the next day with all her friends awesome huh.

well i hate love, i dont want it, but need it.