hate this time

I really hate it when i get sick. I mean i was fine yesterday morning than i fell asleep and woke up with a horrible throat ache now next day im cold and have a head ache :( with soar throat sometimes it lessens but nope o.0. its all most christmas :) but my dad has been bugging me horribly he makes fun of me oh your so fat and all you do is eat all day i seen yo in that kitchen eating all the food. IM LIKE FUCK YOU THERE ISNT ANY FOOD IN THIS GOD DAMN HOUSE HOW THE HELL DO YOU THINK I CAN EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. he pissses me off i should get a job to get away from him life would be so much better. oh yea im 20 now wooot woot i got a new cell phone its awesome :). dylan wished me a happy birthday we talked some than i told him to leave me the hell alone and blocked him :) yup yup i want to be loved and cherished he couldnt give me that soo he didnt deserve me. iv grown up some huh :). my nessi she is so adorble she has been so sweet to me loving on me i took her out of my room and let her play in the house but she went right back to my door and cried to be let in silly huh i love her so much my little baby kitten she is now a cat iguess like 4 months old lol she use to be soooooo tiny lol