weight :(

OH MY GOD. I cant believe i gained so much weight. :( i need to work out more. Right away i jumped on the treadmill. tomorrow im gonna get on it and than do my bbc. Heck no this year im losing weight. -_- no matter what

its funny

Marty and I had a huge fight. And than we stopped talking. Every single day iv been missing him and wishing he would contact me. The funny thing is iv hardly to none thought about him today. And guess what? He messages me. isnt that crazy. LoL.

new possibly

Lately iv been talking to this guy name marty and hes really sweet. Im not use to a guy being so lovey dovey its just a little unsettling but i like him for it. I just hope that when we meet it wont be a problem lol. not in the way ur thinking in the way im thinking. Like conversation wise. Im really horrible at it at talking to people. Im a watcher i watch people. I dont interact with them. And when i do i mostly just listen and nod my head and smile and laugh when they do. Kinda like a robot who just knows when to smile and laugh from how someone else is talking or from how there face looks. lol. Its been like this my whole life. Im slightly def and so i have to pretend to be listening sometimes and so yea. But the only turn off about this guy is we were talking about kids names (idk how this happend lol) and i realllllly want my little boy to be named damon. but i guess his family has a tradition of naming the first born boy marty. Hes the 3rd marty. its not a very long tradition. lol. but still it made me like him a little less. i feel really horrible for admitting that tho. :( im a bad person.

New Years Resolution

My new years resolution, 1. work out more this year 2. ride my bike more 3. get a job 4. buy galaxy note 2 5. go on some sort of vacation 6. read 50 or more books 7. Get a bf 8. try and get cats fixed 9. change facebook cover photo 10. eat at salad bar 11. make new friends 12. acutaly hang out with those new friends 13. get drivers license 14. possibly get own car 15. be nice to laura 16. try be nicer to rondo 17. go to more free movies 18. maybe get a new bed 19. try get more cloths 20. get a mammogram done 21. take pills every day 22. watch less dramas work out just a little more 23. eat more fruits and veggies 24. maybe buy gummie bears online 15. try out my 2 telescopes Of i can at least do 10 of these by 2014 than ill be happy

Happy New Year

Last night i got to try 3 new alcoholic drinks. All three were very yummy lol. I watched the ball drop with my brother and while i was reading a book. Happy New Year to anyone who reads this.