new possibly

Lately iv been talking to this guy name marty and hes really sweet. Im not use to a guy being so lovey dovey its just a little unsettling but i like him for it. I just hope that when we meet it wont be a problem lol. not in the way ur thinking in the way im thinking. Like conversation wise. Im really horrible at it at talking to people. Im a watcher i watch people. I dont interact with them. And when i do i mostly just listen and nod my head and smile and laugh when they do. Kinda like a robot who just knows when to smile and laugh from how someone else is talking or from how there face looks. lol. Its been like this my whole life. Im slightly def and so i have to pretend to be listening sometimes and so yea. But the only turn off about this guy is we were talking about kids names (idk how this happend lol) and i realllllly want my little boy to be named damon. but i guess his family has a tradition of naming the first born boy marty. Hes the 3rd marty. its not a very long tradition. lol. but still it made me like him a little less. i feel really horrible for admitting that tho. :( im a bad person.